衡星的小宇宙

Today is cleaning day. I cleaned my table, my wardrobe, my cupboard...just everywhere I can see a word -- MESSY!!! While I cleaning up my work table, I found something. It's an essay that I wrote when I am Form 5, to participate in a state level creative writing competition. With my *standard*, I just shoot for the participation mark, never thought to win any places...haha~

同时间，我脑海里也闪过一些与妈妈争吵的画面。我常为了一些芝麻小事就用高八度的嗓音与妈妈吵架。想起这些，我觉得自己实在是一个不孝女。

小学老师曾说过一个故事给我们听。那故事述说一茁壮又高大的苹果树，荫庇着一个小孩子成长。孩子从小到大的生活点滴都与苹果树息息相关。他在树下睡觉、玩乐、到树上采苹果吃、还把自己的名字刻在树上。她长大后，就拿苹果去卖；要盖房子，苹果树就奉献出树枝；要到远方，苹果树就牺牲了树干让他造船出海；待孩子年老归来时，一无所有，树却奉献出自己最后剩余的根，让他当椅子休息。

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我当时确实不明白故事的内在含义；如今，我明白这故事是在歌颂亲情的伟大，要我们孝顺双亲，报答他们对我们的养育之恩。

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其实，我非常清楚妈妈做的每一件事都是为我好，就像她每天到外辛勤地工作赚钱，可是她却从不把这些钱花在自己的身上，而是把每一分每一毫的血汗钱用来供我们读书，让我们过更舒适的生活。只要我们幸福，就算再辛苦，妈妈也不会有半句怨言。

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尽然如此，每当我看着下班回来的妈妈，看着她那疲惫的身心，看着她那憔悴的面容，我的心底就一阵酸苦。妈妈的那双脚，为了工作，每天都得站上几个小时，饱受脚酸腿累得煎熬。无情的岁月更在妈妈辛勤的脚上留下了痕迹，把从前皮光肉滑的脚变成粗糙的脚，还让妈妈的脚跟饱受破裂之苦。每回听见妈妈腰酸背痛的呻吟声时，我真的很想快点长大，到外工作赚钱，那样妈妈就不必那么辛苦了。

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妈妈平日省吃俭用，把剩余的钱都花在我和弟妹们身上。虽然她嘴上常挂着“只要我们好，她就好”，一副无所谓的样子，可是我知道妈妈其实一直有一个心愿 -- 去旅行。每次妈妈的朋友从国外旅行回来，和妈妈分享旅行的趣事时，妈妈都只能投以羡慕的眼光。从妈妈的眼神里看到，她是多么地渴望可以到外面的世界见识一下。可是，妈妈却为了我们而压抑着她那份渴望。

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我知道自己在言语上有时候可能过分了一点，但一些话我不曾对妈妈您说，那就是“我知道一直以来您对我的付出，我也能感受到、体会到您对我的爱。我很想说声对不起，一直以来都没有好好地体谅您，也没有对您付出过什么。不管以后的日子我们会过得怎样，我还是会一样爱着您的。妈妈，我爱您!”

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I just wonder what this blog is for?? To record all my daily happenings?? To share my daily activities and felling with my friends?? I guess so, but this is just partly true. In fact, my blog mainly consists of the happy outings and feelings, even if about sad one, it's also just some little complaint about my stressful life.

Blog somehow helps to release your depression through the expression of words. How about me? I just really can't do it. I can't exposed my true side...true sad side to the public. Many annoyances and troubles that I faced or facing I cannot express here, they just keep staying inside my heart. What can I say here? I am vry san fu~ I don't have the energy to sad~ I want a happy life!!!

Tonight date with BFFs to go to Connaught Pasar Malam, eat eat and play play. I wanna buy 3 things -- bag, shoes and watch. Pasar malam is always flooded with people...a lot of people!!! You can't even walk in some areas as too many people are squeezing in the narrow path. Here, you have to becareful with thieve and colour wolf!!!

I ate from beginning till the end...muahaha~ Fried kuey teow, fried bird egg, chinese style burger, fried 夹心, ice drinks....Bought one bag for RM15 and a gold shoe for RM22....happy ^.^

After pasar malam, it's already 11pm....but they still want to go Ampang Lookout Point. Using GPRS, finally we reach at there. Climb up number of staircase, tired...finally can see the nice night view of whole KL...so many lights. Camwhore here and there like a crazy girl...wahaha...but photos is not with me leh...cannot upload =(

Reach home already almost 1am =x They still want to yumcha there before this, luckily most of us disagree. Sleepy...good night~

Last day of this trip nothing much can be done. Yesterday really very tired for playing one whole day, laughed with all my energy and furthermore slept very late about 2am. Thus, nobody wake nobody...we all decided to sleep till wake up naturally. I wake at 10am...haha =) I wash face and brush teeth slowly, having my lovely breakfast and Campbell soup...yummy~

Have to gather all my properties scattered around the room, pack up and squeeze back into the luggage. I still feel tired and wanna sleep for 1 day. Last mission to be complete before went back is fully utilise all the free tokens. With 18 tokens, we gained 182 tickets and redeem 9 whistles.

miscellanous in hotel room

Me and Hui Nin ^.^

last group camwhore for this trip with the whistles

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We took 2pm bus went back to Bukit Jalil. I guess the bus driver was in a rush to HELL, he's driving freaking fast!!! Even turning, he also didn't mean to brake =.= I am feeling so dizzy plus lack of sleep and haven't eat my lunch. Once I reach home, I straight jump into my bed without lunch.

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In the planning process of this trip, although organiser encountered many problems, but lastly it also went smoothly. It's had been said failed, but I think it's kinda successful as it brought lot fun to all of us and 10 people were joining this trip, though 3 people just 1 day trip. I have used about RM200 for this trip, a bit more than my planned budget...haha~ but I gained happiness and nice memories!!

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最无奈的事情不是什么都不知道

而是什么都知道却又什么也改变不了

有时候什么都不知道反而更幸福

1 pass is missing?!


A lot of different games inside the theme park
flting coaster, roller coaster, go kart, wheel, spinning cup, spinning chair,
flying dragon, boat, pirate ship.....
quite a number I didn't play because I SCARE =x
I have height phobia...haha~
but then roller coaster is fun and excited!!


so many good and nice memories we gained here
funny and hilarious~
also gained boredom from waiting =.=


Lunch time
went back to hotel room and eat cup mee...heheXD
these guys pula camwhore and showing their perasan-ness
camwhore will fill their stomach instead of food...lol


this meaningful photo
found something accidentally
the boat number 16 is Zun Xian's birthday number!!
...and we are going to celebrate for him later
SURPRISE~


The other side

these 3 fella is playing flying coaster and 4D haunted house

walk 1km down the hill and camwhore

sleep in the room and grow spider web...haha

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I have to say that Edward, Wendy and Connie are very brave. They went to play the solero shot!!! Haha...luckily they didn't faint or vomit leh =x Afterward, we entered into Snow World. The sweater are 名副其实smelly...yuck~ Inside was full with fake snow which is painful when it contact with your skin!!!! My back was so pain T.T

I am freaking cold inside till my hand freeze. It's fun to have snow war with friends inside although it's pain :)

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birthday boy with his present -- 3 shirts

We all laugh and laugh

Fatt hao lou!!!!!

Nice group picture!!!!

This our second class trip in the semester break. This time we choose to go up the hill to Genting Highland...haha XD. Actually this is a plan of long time ago, I think it's emerged during our second or third semester but till now only we fulfil it...haha~

I woke up so early this morning...long time didn't get to wake up at this dark sky time. Before 9am, we already reach KL Sentral followed by Alex and Wendy. We are waiting for the *Queen* Cindy Yap and Vernon, so we daren't to buy the bus tickets first. This decision most probably make us regret whole life, because miss this chance, we have to wait till 2pm but the time now is only 10am!!!

What to do? Sit at the bus sentral there and stare at each other? At last, we decided to take KTM and go Mid Valley to have a walk. This is the first time I took a KTM! Before this I just took LRT, and KTM just give me the feel of tortoise...slow~ Waiting for KTM also tortured me, half an hour only one KTM =.=

Finally, after 1 hour bus-ing, we reach Genting at about 3pm. Check in Theme Park Hotel and treat our stomach with cup mee ^.^ 7 people, 4 girls squeeze on the double bed, 3 guys make love on single bed...muahaha~

These 2 people fight for RM1, unbelieveable?!

7 people squeeze in 1 cable car with all those luggages

I am not so afraid to ride on cable car in the middle air compared to last time ^.^V


What to do on first day? Theme park is scheduled on second day.
Let's challenge the Haunted Ghost House for RM22~
At first, we all are so fear but we also get into it already
Erm...screaming...scream again and again
But this RM22 is very expensive leh...
I think it's not more than 15 minutes
...and not as scary as the Sunway



Not much things we can do on first day
....except camwhore!!!!
camwhore here...camwhore there....
this group of photos I just like it so much
the pose and feel of the photo are so great
...and I looks nice =x


Can you see the mist???
You can imagine how cold was there?
It was actually not as cold as last time
....and this first day is the most cold out of the 3 days trip


This is my dinner for today
Hot rock~
A piece of meat on a hot rock and you have to cook it yourself
a set meal of RM15.80
fried rice+meat+salad+mushroom soup+bread+drink
nice but cook myself took a long time
I am hungry leh!!!


camwhore again
at the Thai Songkran Festival booth area
Sa-Wa-Di-Ka~~


中国风

Welcomes to Thai Songkran Festival

Nice picture!! Nice capture angle!!!

Walk here and there

I think the distance that I walk here is lot more than in KL

leg so tired and exhausted

finding more nice views to camwhore

FIFA is coming soon

a big ball decoration here

camwhore lo!!!

some special poses

always peace is really bored~haha~

nice~

After this, we 3 girls already sibeh tired!!

After went back to room, bath, rest, then we sleep lo~

they 4 kisiao lang drink beer, play mahjong and card

somemore go out yumcha at McDonald and Oldtown

midnite!!!

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I go into bed at about 12am but only fall asllep at about 2am. What happen?? When I almost went into my nice dream, suddenly I heard a kisiao laughing -- Cindy =.=

Thank to her, we all cannot sleep. LOL

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上帝在创造这个世界时，也只是造了亚当和夏娃;

在爱情里，两个人的世界根本就没与第三者的空间

I love you, Mummy!!!

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#特别的爱，给特别的你#

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Today we were having our last subject exam -- Study Skills in English. Long time didn't write essay, I guess I wrote a terrible essay? Haiz...Let's refresh back the subjects before~

Company Law -> Study till almost gone crazy...should be ok ba??
Business Finance -> It makes me wanna cry out loud, I know I did very bad in this paper. I really have no idea on this T.T
Financial Accounting 5 -> Last accounting subject, damn hard on the accounting ratio intepretation, can I make 5 out of 20 marks??


After a stressful exam, what followed up must be PLAY~~ woohoo~~ but suddenly all say go home. I don't want so *guai* go home leh....I want to have a relaxing day after exam. Finally, we 4 girls went to sing k...haha~ I guess this is the first time that we are having so less people sing k together. We crazy already....sing from 1pm to 7pm!!! I think I will lose my voice soon~~

Room Number 8...what a good number for Chinese...lol~

I like this~!

This is a result as singing too long till no voice and sienz~

so? camwhore everywhere lo...hehe =x

I really appreciate this outing so much. The end of exam signify the end of this semester -- the last semester that we get a chance to study with DIA April....I will miss u all!!! Haha...my batch also just left one semester to go only, we soon separate lo =(

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**真心，永远离伤心最近**