衡星的小宇宙

Finally, result came out on this Monday. Hence, today I went to college and took it. Today was a bad luck day, my car sensor not working....can't start the car engine....college car park full...late....luckily eventually all solved.

Result not bad this time, though not all distinction, CGPA drop again. I satisfied. Last time, I usually take result with a huge gang of friends; Now, they all busy working and don't have the free time to take their result. I have go for a movie after taking the result. Red, an action movie with some comedy feature, quite not bad~

Came back from movie not long, I go out yumcha with Edward and Hui Nin....luckily mom didn't scold me XD One day passed~

Everyday staying at home, with no direction, now only I realise actually lifeless day is more stressful than busy day. In busy day, at least I have a clear path but in lifeless day, I like walking in a dark unknown place with no torchlight. I thought to get a part time job in kindergarden or primary learning centre. However, I give up this mind after listen to Hui Nin's stressful complaint.

These recent days seem giving me more pressure than those study days. Annoyances and problems coming like flood, feel strengthless to solve them. I think I just need someone's ear =(

Tonight, although it's not really related to us, but we have to attend the buffet dinner. Fried rice, fried mihun, roasted pork, fried wantan, fried fish pieces, fried popiah, prawn, rendang chicken, curry chicken, fried chicken, vegetables, kuihsss, glutinous rice, yam cake, soup mee, ice kacang, soya, red bean dessert, tang yuan......so many foods!!!

First time I ate till so full, full until my stomach feeling wanna burst, can't even sit! Now finally I undersatnd the feeling of sibeh full, wanna vomit out all those foods! The worst part is you can see the food list is mainly FRIED....now I am having sore throat T.T

His parent went a trip in Shanghai, China. Hence, he want to invert his house in upside down....haha~ Then, we have planned a party at his house tonight. Although not much people joining, but we had an enjoyable night.

Recently, my friend asked me why you never update your blog as frequently as last time...hmmm....because there's nohting to blog lo~ I think I won't wanna write just to let my bloggie always update, but in fact there's nothing worth to be recorded. However, I will write when I am moody or boring....haha~

Actually is not that I lazy to update my blog, but life recently become less interesting. Everyday wake up and sit infront computer but don't know what I want to do, this is so called lifeless! Many things I wanna do and planned to do during this free time, but don't know why everyday will end up in no direction.

Now, what I wanna do is to share a writing by myself in August. Seem like now only I have time and mood to type it here and share...su-mi-ma-she for any broken chinese~


最近的我，随着妹妹的步伐，好像爱上了那些青少年的小说。《青色的围墙》是我阅读红蜻蜓书籍里的第二本。青色的围墙，顾名思义，青色指的是亲情，围墙就是两父女之间的隔膜。在这小说里，身为作家的父亲独立养大唯一的女儿。但是，父亲执着的个性让他不肯放下身段，尝试去了解与信任女儿，进而在两人之间筑起了一道透明的围墙。最后，所幸父亲从错误中领悟过来，明白太高的围墙是不可能跨过去的，只有弯下腰才能穿过那道青色的围墙，促进父女之间的关系。

我还蛮喜欢这本书。它的情节精彩，采用了一种不同的手法来批评现今社会里子女们与父母之间的问题，真有意思！看完这本书后，心中好想让两位朋友也读一读这本《青色的围墙》，他们都是与父亲拥有围墙的孩子，极少与父亲沟通，关系恶劣。在家里，大家都对对方漠不关心，不闻不问，甚至视而不见。


对于这样的亲子关系，我先是震惊，天下父母哪个不疼爱自己儿女呢？后来就泛起怜悯之心，怎么他们有一个不快乐的家庭啊？我蠢蠢的，希望通过我的三言两语就能够改变他们主动去修好那恶劣的关系。可是，谁都知道没那么容易啦！我也只是单纯地希望能够做点什么的，不愿见到这样的家庭伤心故事发生在我身边的朋友身上。


看见他们，我恍然觉得自己好幸福！原来我是身在福中不知福，原来幸福不是必然的，原来我好幸运地出生在一个快乐的小康之家。我有疼爱、关心、呵护我的爸妈；我能与他们谈笑风生，沟通良好，完全没有围墙的容身之地。每日，我都会如秘书报告我一天以内所发生的大事，让他们了解我在外头的动向。


家，是一个温暖既快乐的避风港。住在里面的家庭成员都必须相亲相爱，互相关心，零距离。家人是永远在你有难时，挺你到底，给予无私无限帮助的人。家人是让你能够卸下保护层，露出真性情的人。大家既然有缘能够成为家人，那是上天赐给你的福份，因此务必珍惜。我始终相信世上没有冷漠的父母，只要你主动去破冰，总能溶化他们的冰心。


很多人都觉得父母的存在是必然的，他们呕心沥血的付出也是应该的。但是，请想想那些可怜的孤儿，为何他们都没有必然的父母，也没有父母应该的付出？这是，你是否还会觉得你所拥有的是必然的吗？幸运的我们，应该要存着感恩的心，因为我们原来是那么的幸福和侥幸的一群。每日对爸妈大喊大叫的，暴躁粗鲁的，蛮横霸道的，是时候静心想一想到底应不应该。


身体发肤，受之父母。无论父母对你如何，没有他们也就没有你。树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不待，要把握现在好好孝顺他们，报答他们对你所付出的。记住他们给你的幸福不是必然的，切记珍惜。一个温暖的拥抱，甚至一句简单的关心问候，都是窝心的。

It's still few months to go for the school re-open of degree study. What to do in this time??? All start searching for accouting jobs to gain some experience in this period of time. How about me? I am having my part time job which I just can't quit, so with it, how can I get a full time job?

Going interview twice, first time is a company with only one CEO, so dangerous working there; another is at the job agency which offer me an account assistant position and it attract me!!! BUT it is a full time job, I can't work for it unless I squeeze my time and work like a cow....haiz~ I just can't make up my mind!!