衡星的小宇宙

As a compensation from Monday outing, today we have another movie session. This week I guess I spent longer time outside compared at my home, my mom is going to roar XD

What's next after <Homecoming>? Great Day!!! After the so boring law class, though the lecturer has improved much, but he still seem to be reading wordsss from his slides...we went to Sunway relax relax~

Honestly, comparing this two movie, one fully local-making, another partial local-making, Homecoming attract my heart more. Hmm...Great Day is touching whereas Homecoming is funny. Great Day seem to be lot more weaker than last year Woohoo, causing it didn't meet my high expectation.

I was dated today....haha~ After class and settle PTPTN, I followed my friends heading to Connaught to have a hair styling session. Since long ago, I wanna cut my hair and rebond again as my hair were mostly split-end.

The first class in my degree was the Taxation. As usual, Mr Chow will not allowed any introduction class but start our first lesson immediately. Surprisingly, we are repeating all those we learned in Introduction to Taxation and Taxation during our diploma time.

 So....me and Hui Nin end up chatting and laughing non-stop at the back of class. What's so funny? We are discussing about the new classmates, conclusion no leng zai...and we are having a new funny classmates! I think others should be saying both of us is going crazy....lol XD

Afternoon class we meet our new teacher, Miss Chau...together with Mr Chow, now we have Chow Chau (曹操)....haha~ We have been released early for this class. Then, I can use the time to open an account at CIMB for the ptptn loan. I hate when I have been asked to match my fingerprint for N times. Furthermore, it's even not match after few tries...and I nearly can't open an account T.T

I want change my IC and have a new fingerprint save in it!!!

A brand new starting, today was my first day for my degree life. First day didn't bring a good memory for me but an annoyed day. Early in the morning, except happy for meeting all long-time-no-see college mates, it's so boring that we even being taught what is SUCCESS.

Out of all boredom, the application for PTPTN loan is the most troublesome stuff we having. We get our offer letter just last Friday but we have to submit the loan application by this Wednesday. Furthermore, we lack of documents and bank account, which some took days to be done. We all end up in BSN buying PTPTN pin number and CIMB opening account.

Our outing plan has been ruined as most of them claimed that mood has been affected. As a result, just 5 of us watching <Homecoming> at Summit. It's a funny movie which help me release all my previous stress from the loan problems.

Sunday again and we visited my brother at Mantin again. Today he is required to on duty for 1 hour. His hair grew longer after 2 weeks. After few hours visited him there, we head up to Seremban to hunt Siew Pau ^o^

通常，我都是因为堆积如山、十万火急的assignment或是考试而荒废这个部落好一段时间。现在，我回来了，可是却不是因为任何assignment或考试，而是从一个月的大病回归过来。如果你问我到底是生什么大病这么严重，我也不是很确定答案是什么。我验了血，照了下腹部，结论是没事。医生甚至对我的病情束手无策，还说我是精神上出了状况，要给我镇静剂。千万别以为我是个疯子，医生所指的是我可能精神上承受了压力以致闷闷不乐。

我的症状莫过于食欲不振、打嗝、头晕、呕吐......从一开始的简单头晕就演变成不知怎样的胃病。吃又不是，不吃又不是，总觉得食物卡在食道。想吐吐不出，不想吐却吐个精光，再吃再吐，不吃也吐，全身瘫痪无力。成天觉得饱，没食欲，但其实肚子里却是空的。最糟糕时，我一天内只吃了少过一碗的粥水和一丁点面包。可想而知，我是没力气走路和讲话。每天不过坐着、躺着、闲着......生活多没意思啊！让我内疚的是，我让爸妈每天为我担心烦恼，带我往这诊所跑，往那医院去。最辛苦的不就是妈妈啦，平日已经忙得七手八脚，还要照顾我，还真怕她会累倒啊！

当科学不能够帮助人类时，人类就会倾向于神说。对我而言，所有神鬼的说法我都是宁可信其有，不可信其无。既然医生帮不了我，我的病又久久不愈，那只好去问神，看看我是否犯了什么的。结果啊？当然是发现我的运气从去年开始就欠佳，正倒大霉，前途一片黑暗。

这次的大病虽然很痛苦，但也让我学会了很多东西。首先，健康是无价宝，尤其是你的胃。这世上最痛苦的病是你吃不下任何食物，后果不堪。我知道以后必须吃得更健康，少油少盐少肥肉！每星期最好几天都去运动，伸展筋骨。最后，我以后要更孝顺更疼我的爸妈，他们的嘘寒问暖是我病的良药。

 Last few days sicked like hell, I suffered a lot, worrying as if I still able to attend my graduation ceremony. Thank God, I am here standing at Kota Damansara Segi College waiting to receive my certificate on stage.

Being dressed in graduation robe, sitting in the hall, rehearsing. Today, there's about 400 more students graduate with me. While queueing for turn to go up stage, really feel grateful for all the concern of coordinators. They were taking me a good care and offered me a chair as if I was tired. Walk on the stage toward Vice Chancellor, received folder from him, shaked hand, smile and take photograph. Convocation end with a very big group photo, with a small face of mine on the photo.

My parent attended my convocation and gave me a bouquet of flower...and I posed with it and took a lot of pictures with my friends. As a result of eating too less last few days, I am feeling lack of energy, just very fast to be tired. After returning the robe, I get myself some food from the buffet provided. Compared to my last few days, this plate of rice is LOT but I also managed to eat most of it.

Due to my energy lacking, I can't join my friends for second round celebration but go home with my parents and get a good rest. However, I already felt grateful as I am able to attend my convocation, this leave a nice memory for me.

It's been a week brother had gone to National Service. He has been assigned to Kem Sri Perkasa which located at Mantin, Negeri Sembilan. Sunday is their holiday, family is allowed to visit them from 12pm to 5pm.

As their first Sunday in NS, sure every parents will also visit their lovely sons and daughters, includes my parents. We packed chicken rice for him as lunch because you won't wanna eat the NS food if you have choices. Once we reached there and parked, suddenly someone open my car door, sure I was shocked. Then, I saw a botak boy! That's my brother...lol~ His hair has been cut till very short, almost botak~

We stayed there and had packed chicken rice together, chit chat...and time passed so fast. My dizziness chasing me to go home. Hope my brother really can take care of himself, furthermore he's sicked now. I will miss him in this 3 months >.<

Another new year, first day in this new year, I am lying on bed and sofa. I am sick!!! Supposed everyone will go out and have some fun today...but I am vomitting in the toilet T.T I don't know what happened to me, this few days I also feel dizzy and wanna vomit.

Whole family went out to shopping, but I am suffer at home. There's been a long time I never vomit, so I already forget the feel of vomit. Now I know, it's very suffer when you feel like wanna vomit but can't vomit out, stuck in your throat...or even when you can vomit, the process of vomitting make me feel unbreatheable. I cried, I know I am too weak.

Vomitted twice, I don't feel like wanna eat anything. If really want me to eat, I only want to have some plain porridge. After I took medicine, I still feel dizzy, what can I do?!