衡星的小宇宙

Yesterday, my friend ask me go yumcha....so I thought tonight will be going out with them. Suprisingly, it's cancel but having date with another gang, which I have not see them for a looooong time...haha =)

We were going to Steven Corner at OUG, and coincidently, tonight is pasar malam night. Many cars, traffic jam, no parking....when we get a parking, a side parking, my driving friend scratch the by-pass car. We are forced to go down and talk with the Myvi driver....and he's a damn rude one. "So who's the driver?" "Show me your license, or you don't even have a license?" "I am losing my time now, it's far more better I go home and sleep, waste my time here!"

You would wanna slap him if you were there. The car obviously is scratch only, he could claimed that it's dented. His girl friend also just standing aside and seem like guilty as his dear really saying a bit too over. I think this kind of guy should just break with him, no gentleman at all....and trying to bully us few girls. Nevertheless, we also solved it later.

Regardless the little accident, I enjoy gather with them and having a nice chat, really long time no see them. Waiting for the next outing ^.^

That time, she have a gang of best friends, they studied and played together. Six little girls strengthen their friendship day by day through their sincere hearts.

Somehow, one day, suddenly, something happened. All her friends leave her in the computer room without waiting for her, and don't even inform her. They forgot her? The girl though feel a bit angry on this at the beginning, but later also was thinking it's just a small matter and should just forgive them. Before that, she must make clear the thing first.

As usual, whenever their friendship having any problems, they will solve it through writing letter. She wrote a letter for asking them the reason why left her alone and get reply from her friends. Reply reply reply.....don't know how many words have been wrote on the paper by the six girls...the result get out from the letter is BREAK!!! Their friendship broke through the paper letter.

In a short one day, she lost all her best friends. The only thing left between is just the memory. Among those friends, she even lost her very best friend which used to study, tuition, chit chat, play and share everything with her. Her best friends~

The girl is me. I chat with my friends last night and somehow our conversation recall my memory. If you are thinking to ask for my feeling on that time, I can't even answer you. I forgot whether I had cry or sad for this. The only thing I remember is when I heard them playing and laughing at one side of the classroom, I can feel the pain in my heart. Maybe you would say I am stupid as it's actually was just a very very tiny matter. Did I regret? I can tell you it's absolutely on that time...but afterward I think back, If they so easily give up on me, they so easy offer friendship broke to me, then it's no longer meaningful for me to continue this friendship.

This year, in primary school gathering, I met back one of them. Later, she add me in msn and we chat. I asked her whether still remember the things happened between us, and she say she totally have no idea on it. Seem like I am so not important....I am only the one who still remember this. Am I silly? This already been a scar on my heart.

While I am rushing for my Taxation assignment, my computer 发作 again! This assignment seem like just 3 short questions, but it's harder than any big assignment, because teacher demand a lot from us....no plagiarism...good reference...good points...within short time!!!

Haiz...all start from the moment I downloaded Avast free antivirus software, it clash with my computer, caused me lost few days cannot do my assignment. I realised, each and every time when I am rushing for my assignment, my computer sure got problems...sob sob...he bully me~

In the few days, I cannot do assignment, cannot play facebook, cannot msn, what am I gonna do? I do my paper revision, work and....I wrote some essays...here's one to share with you all....not a very nice one...don't mind~

前几天，我在副刊上被这样的一个标题吸引住了-- 10 分女孩倒追5分男孩。这篇报导是在介绍一部西片名为《我配不上她》。

“原来，在懂得爱情以前，我们先学会了替自己和别人打分数，爱情还没发生，我们已经拒绝了一切的可能......”

这是报导的开端。我对这句话一见钟情，心中默念了一遍，我知道我已深深爱上它。我觉得这句话说得很对，说中了很多人的心坎，当中也击中了我的心灵。不知道它是否也有触动你的心弦呢？

在21世纪的文明国度里，虽然说大男人、小女人的传统观念早已被社会摒弃了，可是男人始终是爱面子的动物。或许这并不是流在每个男人的血液里，可是大多数的他们都认为男人应该要比女人强，那才不会被女人踩在脚下、爬到头上，进而捍卫男人们最珍贵的尊严。就因为这样，男人都不爱和一个比自己强的女人交往。有些人说这是自卑，怕自己配不上女孩；有些人则说他们爱面子，怕女人太强悍的个性会把自己比下去。

我对以上两种说法都赞同，一半男人会持有前者的想法，另一半则持有后者的见解。无论如何，我都认为拥有这两种想法，排斥强悍女人的想法是在错的太离谱了。这些大男人错在先入为主的想法，错在一股劲地站在自己的角度思考，却从未考量过女孩的感受。

爱情是两个人的世界，两个人的事情。别人的想法根本不重要，重要的是这个爱情世界里的两位主角如何看待他们之间的关系。男孩觉得自己配不起女孩，可是他可否征问女孩的想法呢？男人觉得女人太强只会踩在他头上，男人以为癞哈蟆休想吃天鹅肉，但他又曾想过爱情其实根本不能如此计较吗？他们从来就不知道，情人眼里出西施，在女孩眼中，他们早已达10分满分了。在爱上的那一瞬间， 对方所有的瑕疵都变成了优点。

爱情不是实物，触摸不到，只能用感觉，这就是它的微妙之处。爱情，不是一道数学题，不是一道化学等式，也不能用理智去分析思考。爱情来的时候，没人说得准，没人能阻挡，也没人可以用逻辑的思路去计算这段爱情。哪怕是伟大的数学家、科学家，都无法理性又准确的解释何为爱情，更没法掌握它的变数。

正因如此，我更加觉得男人不该在爱情来临时，忙着替自己和对方打分数，然后做比较。 如果你是用这样的方式去衡量你的爱情，那我实在为你感到难过，因为你永远也不可能拥有一段真正纯洁的爱情。在你还没作出任何尝试以前，你就已经抹杀了这段爱情所有的可能性。尽管女孩比你本事，，那又怎样？爱情根本就不是一比本领高低的竞场，也不是一个行销外在条件的市场。爱就是全凭感觉，那么的纯朴无暇，就那么简单。只要两颗心紧贴着彼此，真心为对方付出，那所有的问题都会迎刃而解。可能你会觉得这样的想法也未免太天真了吧！可是人本来不就应该天真一点吗？天真没什么不好，至少不会堆积烦恼，人也能活得更开心。

男人们，爱上了就勇敢地去爱！别再去计较一些女人们都觉得荒谬的比较，别让女人们觉得男人们都真得很窝囊。敢敢爱，开拓爱的所有可能性。你会发现在你钻牛角尖外面的天空其实美丽的很，爱就对了！



p/s : 最近好像看太多《谈情说案》了，爱情不是一道数学题哦，不可以算的啦...哈哈~

Since when Sunday has became my bankrupt day...lol~ I use money like use water on this day. Late in the morning, I guess soon lunch time, I brought my parent go for a breakfast , as I owe my mom for a Mother's Day breakfast. She never been to OldTown White Coffee, so I brought her here~

3 people had their breakfast-lunch, so full! Dad and mom love the coffee here. Then, I used RM50 reload my Touch n Go. At the petrol station, red-shirt Dad being chased by two fierce monkeys...luckily didn't get hurt.

At night, I bought moituriser and hair conditioner cause me lost about Rm40. In one short day, over RM100 disappear from my pocket T.T

Never ever I had a so great pressure, not even not my study! This morning I think I sicked and feel so tired. I look at my students and feel damn tired on them..haiz~ I had been given a lot of stress on finishing their syllabus faster within a very short time. Those students also didn't pay hard work in their study and homework, I can't even fly on teaching. Efficient and effective cannot be the same time!!!

I just noticed that I busy work this few days till I exhausted. I am sleepy but I don't willing to go sleep...padan muka~ When I am stress, I used to hungry very fast, eat a lot of food...soon become pig ba???

Today is result day for my brother and sister. Mom busy in taking care little Alicia, so I am ordered to follow dad go school help to take the result. Long time no see, my school~ somemore my junior too...my lovely teacher~

I chose to take result for my brother, met many of his friends that knew me, hihi ^.^ All seem not really recognise my face, they say I had change a lot different. His class teacher is my previous English teacher, she remember my face but not my name...lol...chat few with her as well. I took my brother's result....and dad said he want go toilet, ask me took sister's result as well =.= since when I became the guardian?? Happy to met back Buvani, my cute junior...miss her so much...just that she had gain lot of weight...hmm...should diet lo! If she saw this, don't know what response will she give?? haha...

It's Saturday night. I go out yumcha with my BFFs...and i never thought that I would watch football here with my friends...from beginning till the end?! Unbelievable~

Erm...Germany vs Argentina. Germany won with 4 goals while Argentina eat egg~~ I thought Argentina is quite a strong team in my memory. I guess I am blurring about the football rule...offside???